A message to my followers and friends:

motsumono:

I’m sorry if I upset anyone with my commentary. I’m just really fed up with people acting like they’re the only ones that struggle in life. There are lots more people that go through things that are just as bad as you or I. Through the looking glass of the whole world, America’s problems are child’s play. We still have more freedom than any other country in the entire world, yet people complain about oppression and discrimination. Try the middle east. Women barely are given any rights. So due to that fact I’m completely baffled that we even dare to act like our problems are the worst. Yeah we’ve gone through shit. But at least we’re not starving on the streets, being used as sex slaves, and not being able to leave the house by ourselves just to buy bread for our families. And if you really are suffering then why waste time on a blog? Talk to someone. Write a book. Do whatever you see fit. Just don’t complain on the internet about it because nothing gets done that way. You may think its all well in good when people are agreeing with you but does it erase the problem? Absolutely not. You really want to make a difference? Step away from that keyboard and start making a difference. Also, keep in mind this isn’t directly targeted to anyone. I’m truly just speaking from the heart.

Thank you for your time, Take care of yourselves.

-Molly(motsumono)

"I like the way we say “I am only human”. Like being human is such a simple thing. I know we say it as a way to explain that we fuck up sometimes. That being human means that we’re not perfect. But we fuck up because being human is not simple. Love is simple. Hate is simple. Being human is complicated. And I am so much more than a human. I am forgotten monday mornings. I am the smell after rain. I am the first touch of sunbeams after a long winter. I am the crack in the tile floor. I am the shadow of a cloud. I am just me. And I am not simple."
- (via darkthoughtsandrainclouds)
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I told him, “Anybody can make a good speech”

He responded with, “What do you mean?”

“Take him for example,” I say pointing at someone I’ve never had a conversation with in my life, “I could look at you and tell you how much I love him. I could tell you how much I love hearing the sound of his laugh, I could tell you how much I love that jaw clenching thing he does when we I say something playing around, I could tell you how much I love the way his smile expands a little bit more on the left side of his face, I could tell you how much I love the way his eyes light up or how I can get lost in the melody of his voice. I don’t know him and I can make you believe I love him. Anybody can make a speech and that’s why I don’t believe you when you say you love me.”

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- 8:17 PM (via ohneverlxnd)

A letter to my boyfriend.

colour-me-toxic-crayola:

Baby,
Thank you loving me for who I am. Thanks for making me laugh and smile when i’m sad or have a bad day. I still get excited when I see your name pop up on my phone. You’re always on my mind
You’re all I want, all I need. You’re my whole entire world. Babe, you know I love you and I tell you everyday to remind you, but you’ll never know how much I love you because my love for you can’t be expressed in words. I know I’m not the best, but I’ll always be here for you if you let me. How I wish that I could spend my whole life under the skies watching the stars with you? You’re the first and last person I want in my life. No amount of distance, pain, fights or differences in opinion can break our bond. We’re like the best of friends and the deepest of lovers. You are on my mind every second, every minute, every hour, every day and every single time I blink. You fill all the space in my mind and heart. I love you baby. When I am with you, it feels like a dream come true. You are my angel from heaven. I love you. I cannot find words to tell you how much I love you. You mean everything to me. Please stay by my side forever. I cannot possibly think of loving anyone else the way I love you. You are my life, I cannot imagine my life without you. Or relationship is like that of Tom and Jerry show. We tease each other, knock each other down, chase each other, irritate each other terribly but we can never live this life without one another. You mean so much to me. You filled my life with music, color and laughter. I can’t imagine a life without you or a life before you or a life after you. You fill my head with thoughts of you. you are in my heart and you fill my every being with just your existence. I will never ever be able to love anyone as much as I have love you. I have blindly followed you and trusted you and never could I trust another. You know my darkest secrets and my happiest moments you see me more often at my worst than at my best. You might not realize this but you and me just click. You are my strength and my weakness, my joy and my headache but I am so thankful And glad that every morning I wake up and think about you and every night I dream about you. I will always and forever love you even when words can not say it you will know this. You’re the cutest guy in the world. I love you so much babe. Every time I tell you I love you, I mean it like ten times harder than the last time. Cause my feelings for you multiple everyday. You make me fall for you everyday, over and over again. You make me so happy. Whenever I’m with you I can’t help but smile, and laugh. Or stare at you. (I do that a lot) I know we’ve been through a lot, with us breaking up and stuff like that. But it was all a test, to see if I really did like you. Cause if I didn’t we wouldn’t of been together right now, stronger than the 1st couple times. I just want you to know, no matter what we go through I will just be a call, text, chat, message away. I’ll always be here for you. Always. I hope we are always together. And this ain’t that 2 week “i’m in love” bullshit. It’s the actual feeling. And it’s fucking amazing. I want to be the reason you look at your phone and smile. I love the way you make me happy, and the ways you show your care. I love the way you say, ‘I Love You’, and the way you’re always there. Another month, another year, another smile, another tear, another winter, another summer too, never want to spend any of them without you. I want you to know how much I appreciate all of the things you do for me. you make me feel needed, wanted, and cared about. You are absolutely amazing. the most amazing person I have ever met. You always make sure i’m smiling, laughing, and having a good time. When I am in your arms i feel so safe and it makes me think I am the luckiest girl in the world to have such an amazing boyfriend. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You have the most caring heart. For once in my life I feel beautiful and wanted. It is unbelievable how I can be myself around you and feel so close to you, I feel like I have known you forever! I couldn’t imagine my life without you. I may not be the nicest or the best girlfriend sometimes, and I promise you that I will treat you how you deserve to be treated from now on. When your not around you are ALL i think about! I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life. I’ve never had second thoughts or regrets about us. With all the tears and trouble we’ve been through its worth it because I got to share my heart with you! You’ve opened my eyes to love and true happiness! I’ve never been so certain of anything in my life like I am us! Baby, i’m glad that you came into my life. I love you! I just love everything about you, your magical eyes, the sound of your voice and your gentle touch! I cant stop thinking about you when were apart! you mean the world to me, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you. 

991:

once I’m out of this hell hole, I can’t wait till I’m independently living in my own home with no rules nor regulations like I’ll basically be walking around in my home in red/mauve satin lingerie with no worry in the world. I’ll get tattoos and piercings that I’ve desired for a long time but without having to seek permission nor be scared of what my parents will think by simply hiding it and not enjoying it. I’ll decorate my house the way I want to with like a clean organised environment and have all of my shit being neatly scattered in places that fits comfortable. go on walks at 7pm while wearing revealing or non-revealing clothes the way I’ve wanted to without being told discreetly by my parents that I tend to dress like a “slut” and basically not face anyones judgements, I’ll be able to focus on so much like getting somewhere without constantly being put down within minutes. once I’m settled in my own home, I’ll then travel the world by myself first then with my soul sister and lastly my mum and my brother but mostly my brother (my treat). I just can’t wait, I don’t even want to live with a guy asap because after I’m successful with my job that gives me an amazing amount of money then I’m planning everything and moving out, marrying can come second because I really want to live on my own for a long time before I get married in order to just basically move out of my own parents home to another parents (in-laws) home. at the moment, I don’t care if my dad wants me to stay because he thinks of me as his “little baby” but he means nothing to me and every minute I spend out of home away from him is basically freedom and pure happiness. thinking of my future away from people who bring me nothing but sadness actually makes me happy, I want to be able to breathe for the first time, learn from mistakes without being yelled at or degraded but simply be content in my own pathway to self-love after so long (it’s because of my family who have been a huge barrier in my life to become happy). go to the gym in a sports bra without hearing comments from a sexist dad, walks around the city by myself with my head held high, spending on money on things that I deem to be worthy and beneficial without anyone’s criticism, the thought of these small things makes me so happy and it’s the only thing that’s keeping me alive to stay motivated towards being happy once 2016 arrives. ( ノ^ω^)ノ゚💐⚜

(via selfawareness-deactivated201803)

POEMA DEDICADO

reneespinozadt:

ESTE POEMA SE LO DEDIQUE A VANE, NO ES 100% ESCRITO POR MI ASÍ QUE NO ES EL POEMA BUENO (el que le di en su cumple [ese si lo escribí todo yo]) EL ORIGINAL NO ES TAN LARGO ASÍ QUE YO PUSE UN POCO DE MI
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Realmente me he preguntado: ¿por qué te amo?
Y he encontrado muchas razones que justifican mi amor por tí.
He llegado a la conclusión que te amo porque:
Admiro tu ser y no lo que se ve a simple vista
Intento comprender lo que hay dentro de tu corazón
Intento sentir lo que has sentido a lo largo de tu vida.
Amo todo lo que tú eres y todo lo que tú tienes
Amo tus locuras, tu seguridad, tu sabiduría, tu sutileza,
Tu gentileza, tu amor y tus detalles
Amo tu voz , tu silencio, tu mundo oculto.
Te amo por lo que eres, con tus defectos y virtudes
Con tus altibajos, tus temores y tus dudas
Con tus ratos alegres, con tus momentos de tristeza.
En ti encuentro mucha paz, porque tú eres mi refugio
Tu presencia me da confianza y fortaleza
En tus palabras encuentro la fuerza que necesito
Para sentirme seguro y capaz de alcanzar la felicidad.
Te amo con toda mi alma y te amo con todo mi ser
Te amo por todos y cada uno de tus gestos
Amo cada uno de tus silencios y tus tristezas.
La vida ha vuelto a sonreírme desde que llegaste tú
Porque con tu amor y tu ternura realmente has cambiado mi vida
Significas para mí el verdadero significado del amor
Ahora representas una fuerte razón para vivir
Quererte, adorarte, amarte y tenerte en mi vida es simplemente lo mejor que me pudo haber pasado.


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